Life was awesome, had plenty of fun. Played cricket almost every evening, played TT, played pool, hanged around with friends and watched movies. Made few friends who are most close friends at this institute till date. Found some like minded people and had pure fun.
Then, actual PGP1 started. What we saw during initial one month (june) was like a paradise, now life turned slowly into hell. Hectic schedule, intense competition and pressure to stand among the best in country took a great toll on me. At occasions I just gave up and didn't do anything, I regret doing that but gone is gone now :| Studies started, assignments, attending classes, strict and hard deadlines... man, I do not know how I survived till now. Then PPTs started, and tension of placement.
Meanwhile, SBI had thrown me into a really bad corner, my loan wasn't sanctioned :|
Not to forget exams, just before exam pressure increases to peak and tension builds. During exams it slowly releases and we forget to care about material things (read grades), I actually say myself that its learning that matters and stop studying :P
All in all, I had learnt more in 3 months compared to what I learnt in four years of my engineering.
I ain't focusing much on non-academic fun part, mostly because I ain't involved in all that. I was so afraid of not being able to cop up with studies that I tried to stay focused (wish I succeeded in studies at least)
Then, actual PGP1 started. What we saw during initial one month (june) was like a paradise, now life turned slowly into hell. Hectic schedule, intense competition and pressure to stand among the best in country took a great toll on me. At occasions I just gave up and didn't do anything, I regret doing that but gone is gone now :| Studies started, assignments, attending classes, strict and hard deadlines... man, I do not know how I survived till now. Then PPTs started, and tension of placement.
Meanwhile, SBI had thrown me into a really bad corner, my loan wasn't sanctioned :|
Not to forget exams, just before exam pressure increases to peak and tension builds. During exams it slowly releases and we forget to care about material things (read grades), I actually say myself that its learning that matters and stop studying :P
All in all, I had learnt more in 3 months compared to what I learnt in four years of my engineering.
I ain't focusing much on non-academic fun part, mostly because I ain't involved in all that. I was so afraid of not being able to cop up with studies that I tried to stay focused (wish I succeeded in studies at least)
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